`yijunn. Tuesday, April 15, 2008
sunday was training at bishan park haha stupid place >:( haha! and we were practically wading in mud it was so gross! but luckily all my problems were solved because training ended early and i went to karen's house to bathe before going for the US unis talk, and all i can say is that i feel so worried about my future now ):was too tired, so slept through dinner instead of going for the 14 gathering oops.
spent monday after sch with karen oli shiya angel. supposed to study but ended up talking instead. then after everyone left, angel and i went to the canteen and ate a ton of crap.
2.4 today was good :D but 5 items was shit ): stupid sit and reach!! >:( dont care im going to retake on thursday hmphh i was really so depressed ):
and m1 is on friday we're all damn scared! but we will do out best yes we will!
but i guess, in a way, it's really lucky that the worst anything gets is just random small setbacks in life that i'll forget in a while and emo moments which arent even that bad at all!
and also not forgetting the people in my life who have the ability to make me inexplicably happy and cheer me up no matter what, or whose little actions can have such a big impact on me.
i apologize for sounding so incoherent but im really tired and exhausted and grumpy and depressed i think i wont go to sch tmr, or like only go for training
hmm and sometimes i dont know why also, but it's just a habit i guess